This is the 1st script I wrote during my Storygram moviemaking workshop. Will be changing this blog to a mini-repository of my short stories, scripts which might never see the light of the projector. But then who cares :-). Art is nothing but a dream. The best thing about dreams is that realists like me too can afford them.
I have entered characterisation which is not the part of the script format. I had included them here as part of the "Pitching" workshop. I intended this to an imaginary producer if he/she asks more details but more so to the imaginary actors I will have to ensure understand the depth of where the characters are coming :-) rather than just reading out the lines without any connection to the characters. I am a "Director" you see...
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SHAILAJA
I have entered characterisation which is not the part of the script format. I had included them here as part of the "Pitching" workshop. I intended this to an imaginary producer if he/she asks more details but more so to the imaginary actors I will have to ensure understand the depth of where the characters are coming :-) rather than just reading out the lines without any connection to the characters. I am a "Director" you see...
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Characterisation:
Husband: His
name is Ramesh Nair. He is 38 years of age. He is working for Goldman Sachs as
an Operations Manager for Accounts Payable. He holds an MBA in Finance. He was
born in Pallakad and finished his B.Com graduation there. He relocated to
Bangalore at the age of 21 with his maternal relatives and started working for
a local finance firm. With the BPO Boom in early 2000’s, he was able to get
into an MNC. His financial improvements helped him in getting a weekend MBA
through TASMAC. As the only son, he was always looked upon as the one who would
have to support his parents in their old age. At the age of 31, his parents
arranged for his marriage to Shailaja Nair (aged 25). Ramesh was also a
prominent member of the Nair Samajam in Bangalore. He also had envisioned his
parents to be staying with him though the parents had not yet listened to his
request. He was always social and his friends appreciated his easy-going yet
responsible and caring nature.
Wife: Her
name is Shailaja Nair. She is currently 32 years of age. She has just started
working with IBM after a long break of 7 years. Ramesh did not want her to work
as he believed that they should start a family soon. Ramesh believed that
Shailaja could resume work once Rajesh (6 year old son) was 12 years and can
stay alone at home. By then, Ramesh believed that his parents too would start
staying with them in Bangalore.
Shailaja was born in Bangalore
though her modest family background ensured that she would not get attracted to
the pub culture. Her parents were very religious and vacations would mean
visiting different temples. Shailaja too followed the crowd without knowing any
real understanding of the norms. At the age of 16, she accidentally got
introduced to Osho’s book while trying to brush up some knowledge on Zen. From
then on, she started reading only spiritual books. She questioned her parents
about meditation but they always replied that prayers and devotion is enough
for now and they might meditate later when they are really old. She really
loved the “Adwaita” philosophy in Sanathana Dharma. She read as much spiritual
books as possible. She read about Arunachala and thought that she should visit
that place sometime. Luckily, her classmate in S.Y.B.Com stayed in Arunachala
and Shailaja spent a week during Diwali vacations there. Her stay there
triggered a big metamorphosis in Shailaja’s outlook. She was drawn to Ramana
Maharshi’s spirituality and the hill that was a silent master. She started
questioning all the worldly achievements. She had always been brought up as an
obedient child. She tried to reason with her parents that she would like to
explore the spiritual world. Her parents would shoot her down saying that such
pursuits are for one old age. She too started working at an MNC in the finance
division and was a very good performer. Her colleagues and friends found her
interesting but tried to dissuade her spiritual tendencies. As per her
astrology, her parents started to look for a partner for her only after she was
24 years of age. Shailaja tried to dissuade them but they did not pay any heed
to her. Shailaja too (as was her natural tendency) then agreed to the marriage.
Shailaja and
Ramesh: Ramesh was easy going and very understanding. He only had one condition
that their child should be looked after by a parent and not some baby-sitter.
He never delved into Shailaja’s frequent visits to the temple or her book list
every month. An year into their marriage, they were also blessed with a son
whom they named Rajesh. Shailaja’s internal turmoils (her spiritual cravings)
rarely surfaced and she found Rajesh (who is a very good human being) little
devoid of understanding spirituality. When Rajesh was about 5 years old, Shailaja
had also gone for a month long stay in Arunachala. Ramesh was overseas at the
time. This was also when Shailaja had a spiritual connect with Krishna who was
a spiritual wanderer which led to physical intimacy. Shailaja confessed about this
only an year back and but Ramesh was accommodating and understanding about it. Although
Ramesh was angry but he considered it some stupid slip-up from Shailaja.
Meanwhile, Shailaja was getting more self-assured and drawn towards a spiritual
life. 3 months back from today, she had asked for divorce. But Ramesh somehow
convinced her to stay on for 3 months and then see how it goes. He used to say
that she can do whatever she wants by being his wife and a mother to their
child. It’s been 2 months and Shailaja felt she was wasting her time. She had
been brooding over the situation and the last 2 days were too much for her with
entertaining Ramesh’s friends at home and looking after such social
obligations. The calling was getting tougher and tougher to ignore.
1 INT. MORNING, IN THE BEDROOM
(RAMESH – 38 YEARS ; SHAILAJA – 32 YEARS)
Shailaja is sitting on bed, Husband walks in after a jog.
RAMESH
Hye Sonu, you are up?
Ramesh looks at mirror and brushes his hair.
RAMESH
So, I don’t feel like going to the
office. So Boring!!!
Ramesh turns back.
RAMESH
Arrey, what’s up with you?
Do din se notice kar raha hoon.
Kal dinner pe bhi…
SHAILAJA
(Interrupts)
I cant go on with this.
Ramesh rolls his eyes up, leaves a heavy breath and sits next to her.
RAMESH
What… What… are you saying?
SHAILAJA
Its time.
I think… I need a divorce soon. I just
can’t…
RAMESH
(Interrupts)
Everything’s going fine. What’s the
problem?
SHAILAJA
Nothings fine. I am tired of acting as if
it is.
RAMESH
Arrey, I thought we had discussed
Like we will see how it goes for 3 months
and then decide.
SHAILAJA
Yes, I know but…
RAMESH
(Interrupts)
It’s been what, 2 months?
SHAILAJA
Time will not make any difference.
Not anymore.
Ramesh shifts and sits facing towards Shailaja.
RAMESH
What is bothering you?
Did I even nag… no.. no… even mention any
of your mistakes?
SHAILAJA
Mistakes! Nagging, How long do you think
it will go on?
3 months… 6 months… a year…
Chodo bhi… All that does not matter at
all.
RAMESH
Doesn’t matter? I am trying my best…
Dropping the kid to the school, cleaning
the house, clothes.
You only had to cook.
SHAILAJA
These are very trivial things.
Now how do I explain to you, kya boluu?
RAMESH
I just don’t get you.
Your mistakes and I am the one mending it
all.
SHAILAJA
Hmmm… Do you even know me?
Else, you wouldn’t bring that up.
RAMESH
So is it the guilt?
Maine sab maaf kiya tha naa… Or…
SHAILAJA
Or?
RAMESH
Do you need him- love him
SHAILAJA
Argh. Yahi tho main bol rahi hoon
You have no idea about me.
About who I am!
RAMESH
What the hell are you saying?
Not the guy, not the guilt…
Then this sudden bomb…
What is it then?
SHAILAJA
Not about the guy, not about some chores
RAMESH
So some feminist thing.
SHAILAJA
(Shaking her head)
Told you before.
I did not want all this but wasn’t very
sure
All this material pursuit, family
Only if I knew it before
Only if I was stronger.
Ramesh brushes his hair with both his hands, leaves a heavy breath
through his mouth and shakes his head.
SHAILAJA
Sleeping with someone- Maybe,
Maybe that too was a sign.
I saw Shiva in him.
But I don’t want to live with him.
RAMESH
What?
SHAILAJA
It was some sign, something abstract.
I too cannot comprehend fully.
But even that is not close to what I feel
now.
RAMESH
Feel for whom? For what?
SHAILAJA
For Arunachala.
The calling has come.
There is no point in delaying it.
RAMESH
Huh?
SHAILAJA
I need to be with myself.
Meditate. Enough of books.
Need to experience now.
RAMESH
Ohh! That again.
It can be done here also.
Go for those yoga classes you used to go
Or for some meditation classes, whatever?
Have I ever stopped you?
Ramesh tries to hold her hand but she wriggles it out.
RAMESH
When munna grows up and gets married
(slight chuckle)
We both will retire to that place
SHAILAJA
That is not my way.
I cannot wait.
Calling has come, I need to go.
RAMESH
So what will you tell Rajesh?
Should I tell him his mom doesn’t want to
be with him?
SHAILAJA
I know I am his mother
But there are bigger truths.
RAMESH
Like what?
SHAILAJA
Finding my Self, the eternal truth as
they call it.
When he is old enough,
He might understand.
Maybe not,
But I can’t think about it now.
RAMESH
Oh My God!
I can’t believe you.
I can’t believe you.
Uhh, Uhh,
Hasn’t some saints said that
Realisation is possible as a householder.
SHAILAJA
Maybe, but I can’t confirm.
But this is my calling,
I need to walk on this road.
Can’t look back.
RAMESH
All this stupid books
And those idiot friends from that
godforsaken place
They have done this.
What will I do?
What will I tell my parents, friends,
neighbours, office?
SHAILAJA
Tell them the truth.
Don’t care how they judge me.
RAMESH
You know what,
How about you go there and stay for some
months
You will get bored.
All this enthusiasm might die down.
You will come back.
I will not divorce you now.
SHAILAJA
No, I don’t want to put your life on
hold.
Also, I want to finish and cut-off
everything.
No more looking into the rear mirror.
RAMESH
Divorce baad mein karenge.
SHAILAJA
(Gets up and stands with her back facing
Ramesh)
No. Don’t have any false hopes.
RAMESH
Your parents?
SHAILAJA
Been a good daughter so far.
They can come with me if they want.
RAMESH
And me?
SHAILAJA
You are a good person.
It’s unfair of me to be with you anymore.
I don’t love you at all,
Not as a wife anyways.
Ramesh cries a little
SHAILAJA
There is nothing ahead for us.
You need to accept that soon.
Ramesh looks around. Looks at the window, at Shailaja, at her books and
then down.
RAMESH
Wait for a week.
I will call my mother.
Once she is here, hmmm
You move out.
Please adjust till then.
Shailaja looks at him now with a quizzed look.
RAMESH
I still don’t believe it’s over.
Maybe, when we are apart…
You might change you mind.
Who knows?
SHAILAJA
Don’t have such false hopes.
Please…
Ramesh walks out of the door and Shailaja follows him.
RAMESH (v.o.)
Raju, get up.
It’s time.
--THE END--